The reality Is: Another Deployment Is Here!

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As my heart prepares for yet another deployment, my mind isn’t quite really grasping my husband is really leaving again.

To be quite honest I’m going to miss my husband more than anything.

So many people will never really never know what it’s like to go through a separation for a long period of time. What makes the separation hard for me is that my husband is truly my best friend and helps me so much. There aren’t many husbands who play a big role in their family, but my husband is one of the major key players.

My amazing husband has a job to do with the military and I totally understand that, that’s why my entire family is proud of him.

Being a military spouse you have to understand that your wife or husband has to make true sacrifices such as time away from you. As a wife and mother I am prepared and more than ready to take on all the responsibilities of both my husband and self. Thanking God for building our faith, and our relationship closer. I know for a fact that Jesus has my back, knowing that is bigger than anything I could ever imagine.

Yes -I’m prepared to cry, yes-I’m prepared to have my moments of insanity, but I’m also prepared to make this deployment better than all the other previous ones. I’m prepared to be the woman, wife and mother I always have been, phenomenal!

As a mother, my heart is not ready for when Jaxon ask where his daddy is. I pray that I will be able to comfort him and keep him so busy that the time will just pass. I haven’t really blogged or vlogged lately, however, I plan to make a come back after my mini sabbatical. Not sure when it will end, but I need to be inspired to write or do my YouTube thing.

Thanks to everyone being patient and understanding. If you can’t check on us the best thing to do is pray for our family. Mentioning us in your prayers is one of the greatest blessings. Thanks for reading and always supporting.

Dear President-Elect Trump

Dear President-Elect Trump,

   I wanted to write you a letter that you will probably won’t ever receive. Today you will become the president of The United States of America, the greatest country on earth. You will hold the highest position that a person can hold.

I personally watched how you insulted women, made fun of people with disabilities, tweeted your anger about other celebrities, scared immigrants with your tactics, refused to release your tax returns, and say climate change isn’t fact and so much more. But some how won the presidency, which still baffles me. You won. Now that we have moved past that, let’s have a little talk. Or should I say let me say a few things.

Many of your supporters would say not to judge you because that’s not who you really are as a person and individual.”You’re just a man trying to make AMERICA great again”. Many of your supporters would say,” give you a fair chance to run the greatest country here on earth”. You see Mr. Trump, I’m a black woman who was raised to know her history and to know where she’s comes from. History doesn’t lie and the struggles of being a person of color is hard. But being black hasn’t stopped me from accomplishing many things in my life and I don’t use that as an excuse. But facts are facts.
As a mother to a beautiful almost two year old biracial boy, who will always be considered black. I’m going to have to explain to him why he will always have to work hard to just prove he is great as the next person. You Mr. Trump have already made things hard with the insensitive things you have said and your plans to keep us divided. I will never understand how someone who says the things you say and get away with it. I know that whatever a person says from their lips, ultimately comes from their hearts. I’m not worried about all the things you have said. What worries me, is what are in your personal thoughts. Your thoughts that no one can hear.

But you know what Mr.Trump? I pray and hope you do EVERYTHING you said and I hope YOUR supporters hold you accountable. Accountability!!!! And because you Mr.Trump fought so hard to win, there is no time for excuses or to blame anyone for the decisions you will make. I hope that you honestly think before you act. Not only are you making decisions for our country,but every decision will have a consequence for the world.

The next four years are going to be tough. It might be a little rough at times. Remember this, this isn’t just a job you can quit or blame others for mistakes.


I personally will be watching and continue watching. Just know I don’t hate you. I hate what you represent.. You can’t erase history and facts. Don’t take America back 300 years.

I hope that if you learn one or two things from being president, the highest position in our land, it’s how to be humble and have compassion. Don’t let your ego ruin our lives


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